need to regret

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hmm... i already mention that im not goanna address you unless for the important things only.
then i really do it. yesterday (3 august), my workstation in front of you. so, i couldn't see you. PC block us. then i just talk with you for important thing only. yupp..! i really do it. im give up. there does not have any good things if i like you. i didn't sure if you already know. hey! i did not mention or do anything which can show i like you. ggrr...!! today, i sat far from others. include you. but our TL ask me to buy food. why i need go with you.? oke. i will give cash my promise.huh! never talk to you unless ask you to bring food.. during we count the money. ouhh!!! so happy can sat in front of you, talk with you. ohhoo..!!! hey...! i knoe there's nothing for you. but i like it. ahaha! but i need to act like normal and serious. in deep of my heart, i try to throw away this feeling. i don't want have this feeling. im suffer with this feeling. coz it make me suffer coz miss you, suffer when you act like i not exist anymore.suffer when you more silent in group. im sorry and i will act like normal.. i appreciate this feeling appear in my heart and make me happy even for a while :)

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feeling story

yeah..!!! i have thing to me merapu.

oke! im seriously don't like the beginning of our day. you just silent and act like we did not know each other.
seriously don't like. but feel better after you ask what i want for break the fasting. im give up with my feeling after you act like we did not knoe. you pass in front of me but looks like i did not exist. oke.! better silent. don't want to address you anymore unless  for important thing. huh!

but (im smile back) you so cute when ask our TL to make a group conversation. wakaka... i think it for serious thing. actually it just chat with others. you became yourself to make me smile. yaww!!! thanx for tonight. at least i can smile with your teasing ... yeaakkk!!! :P
haish! if we like a person, we will like everything he do :)

scramble feeling

lets merapu...


I seriously miss that feeling. feeling like someone in silence.
others matched you and me, because you care about me and always disturb me. oopppss!! sorry... im not goana tell them i like you. huhu..

but i never felt this feeling. you name always  appear in my mind. feel something missed when i did not see you in one day. cant you believe it..? what's that haa..?? urrgghhh!! i don't like it..

what i like today..? when our TL ask you to join us this afternoon. I know why she do that. :)
yuppp ...! I am happy. more happy when you are just doing my request .. Pity you have to carry a lot. but I'm more happy because you still want to carry mine. when I ask you hold my wallet, you do not mind it. you just carry it even your hand already full.

happy when you sit in front of me. :) but im not happy with your joke. please la. I was kind of dignity. I do not like .. yes ...! I know you joked with me. but don't too much, oke!

im sorry for tonight incident. didn't mean to be angry at you. I was tension. you make stupid joke. I was angry just a joke. shocked...!!! when you no longer criticize me. just like i didn't exist in front of you.
hopefully.. we goana oke tomorrow. can't wait to see you..with your style disturb me.. wahh..!!! :)

by:: cik chachers